She has lost the race. She has finally come to her senses that she will never be able to prevail. She told herself to never give up but she cannot hang on to a losing game. She told the others that she'd never give up but the conclusion is the same.
All the awkward moments. All the painful silence. The curtain's falling. Show's over. She is at ease but impaired.
Ease comes with a price. Forever scared, she will never heal. She will be punished. She will be forbid to race again. She's hopeless.
It's the end of the race.
Is there a chance, a fragment of light at the end of the tunnel, a reason to fight... Is there a chance that you may change your mind... Or are we ASHES AND WINE. - A Fine Frenzy
Genting is really cold these days. Maybe because it's monsoon right now... Every gust of mist that breezes right through me felt so refreshing. Genting has never been this awesome.
And everyone is having this Starbucks stamp collection peer pressure fever. 11 stamps and you'd get an awesome Starbucks 2010 planner. Totally awesome. *I'm so getting the planner*
What's more awesome was the fact that there was a carton of Carlsberg, a bottle Jagermeister, and a bottle Absolut.
The 'not-so-awesome' part was... I literally fainted and drop dead on floor. wtf lmfao I was never a good drinker. If it wasn't for Caryn, Shal, and Melvin, I would've just died then and there. Thanks for carrying me Melvin! I know I'm heavy... lol and Caryn and Shal for cleaning up my mess. lmao *I still don't know how I made that mess*
When Idiocracy Strikes | Tuesday, November 17, 2009
Hmmm... I felt out of place today. Being surrounded by stupidity really is a lonely thing.... Why is it so hard for me to mix around!?
Should I build an immune system for stupidity and idiocracy or should I conform?
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I should build the immune system. Or go into a 'screen saver' mode whenever it happens. =) Conforming just isn't my thing. Being serious and sarcastic is a gift and a curse.
Girl Next Door... should stay next door. | Friday, November 13, 2009
JOKE OF THE YEAR - FHM 'Girl Next Door' 2010. The standard of it have gotten worse over the years. I thought last year's top 12 was bad but... I spoke too soon. This year's FHM 'Girl Next Door' are so horrendous... I cannot find a proper word to describe it. I.am.dead.serious.I.shit.you.not It's like a pork chop fest where the readers are suppose to pick the best one ... and freaking grill it.
What a JOKE.
I know I'm not half as pretty*or not even relatively close to being pretty* but I'm not the one the in competition... THEY ARE!
I think it'll be publish as January issue. My retouchers are like freaking magical workers with a wand in the shape of a pen that gives all these girls their flawless complexions, slim thighs, and tummy tucks.
So, to any of the girls who so happened to read this... *but what are the chances that they will come across this post? lol* YOU ARE NOT AS PRETTY AS YOU THINK YOU LOOKED IN THE MAGAZINE LOR! Please don't go around lying to innocent little boys. They will cry when they see the real thing. lmao
Oh, but I would like to thank them for the entertainment we had in the office. =)
Be afraid... be very AFRAID.*that's if you're buying the Jan issue*
* due to work ethics and professionalism, I cannot post pictures that has not been publish. Sadly =( ** but I am entitled to freaking critique them cause only I've seen the 'before' and 'after' pictures. =)
One word... ENTERTAINING. This movie really isn't as bad as how people perceive it to be. Specifically, it's not as bad as how Abby describe it to be. She actually said that it's one of the worse movie ever. Come one... it's not that bad... though the storyline is a bit weak, the dialogue was good! lol It's quite funny in a freaky way and it's full of sarcasm. And I like sarcasm. It makes me happy. =)
So, I say ya'll should give this movie a try. If you think it's not worth your money in cinema, fine, download or get the DVD or something. Just for laughs. =) Plus, Megan Fox is smoking hot... and there's a cute emo dude. lol
Oh, and thanks to May, I get to watch free movie every now and then. Thanks MAY! ^_^
Hennessy Artistry - 2nd Time Around | Saturday, November 07, 2009
OLD POST - 2nd September 09'
Artistry was awesome.
Despite the fact that my feet went numb by the end of the event (literally), headbangers almost killed us and Boys Like Girls passing through right in front of me and I didn't get a picture with any of them cause I was too shy and the bodyguard looked like they're gonna pound on me if I go any nearer.
I super cannot tahan people who are so brand conscious. Sometimes... I feel like slapping them and say,"it's just a freaking brand... get over yourself and stop being that sucker that people laugh behind your back cause you just got freaking conned!". Seriously.
I mean... not like I don't fancy branded stuff... I do... I just don't think about it every single day till I get a freaking fever. And I don't slave myself for Jimmy Choo, Coco Chanel, and Roberto Cavalli. People who don't even care if I die starving myself for a freaking pair of heels or a freaking bag. Hell, some of you people know the brand, but don't know shit about who the designer is! What a joke.
What have our fucking society turned into... If you say it's because of your working environment and the people you hang out with, I'd say bullfuckingshit. I hang out with fashion stylists and models all the time and I'm still not a superficial biacth. I see clothes and bags like LV, Gucci, Coach, Burberry, Farah Khan, and Marc Jacobs hanged all over the studio everyday and I still didn't sell my freaking soul just to fucking own it.
Well, maybe I'm just brought up this way. That what's important is not what you wear, is how you wear it. So what if you owned an LV but eveything all over your body is just wrong? It will only be an insult to the brand. Like you don't even respect it... Never thought of it this way huh? Of course not... you think you're freaking "fabulous".
Oh well... I'm being the judgemental me again. Can't help it. I can only embrace it... BOO! This is why I have so little friends. But then again... the ones that stay are the ones I really need... to bring life back in LIFE.
I'm bored. I feel like blogging... As of 22 years of living... here is how I've evolve from whatever that has happened. *and I keep evolving... into a better and happier person* And also so random non related facts about me myself and I.*It's my blog. I'll talk about me all I want and the way I want. haha*
- I have let my chance slipped... and it could be my one and only. Just because I care too much about what people think. and my ever haunting insecurities. FML. I'm never gonna care what immature and judgmental people think anymore.
- I have finally learned to care less. I'm happier than ever. =)
- I use to hate being alone. Being lonely was one of my biggest fear but as time goes by, I'm okay with it now. In fact, being alone is quite awesome at times.
- I like being an occasional outcast. Makes me different from others. *at least I feel different*
- I'm still not loving my job, but at least I don't hate it now. I've embraced it.
- I am still a big time sucker for high heels because well... I have short legs. * I am obsessed with heels. I know. Damn random. lol*
- There are 5 person that I'd literally die for.
- I want to be in love... but I'm not rushing in to it.
- I only go out with people I like. Else, I'd rather not going out at all even if I'm bored out of my mind because I'm trying to put the mask away once and for all.
- I sing along to my iPod every morning while driving to work. EVERY SINGLE MORNING. lol
I am so freaking lazy. I have like a gazillion pictures *it's a figure of speech. I don't have that many pictures* that I still have not edit yet. There are also a few unfinished posts cause I was too lazy to edit the pictures. WTF FML.
I sit in the office most of the time. Well, I do run around whenever I have jobs going on and stuff but seldom nowadays. (I use to run around... A LOT.)
I'm usually very focus looking at my Mac screen replying and composing e-mails. But there are times where all of a sudden, a gust of wind passed and I'm all alert. THE SMELL OF B.O.
Goddamn it! The photographer's assistants in the office should really consider using deodorant man! I don't have to look around to know if there are assistants around. I just need to smell them. Which is utterly disgusting. X_X It's seriously bad cause they run around outside and inside of the studio all day perspiring like crazy!
Go get yourselves some deodorant man! It's for your own good! It looked something like this!!!!!
I've always wanted to be completely honest in whatever I blog about.
But most of the time I can't because people are way too judgemental.
Well, I think it's time I care less about what people think...
and care a little more about what I think.
The name is Simone and I'm currently 22 going 23.
I'm quite an outcast sometimes but that's okay.
I'd like to think that I think differently from others.
I do not succumb to peer pressure very well.
Most of the time, I will not like what others do.
Kind of a hypocrite sometimes because I'm a judgemental person myself.
But isn't that how we all are?
This is ME.
This Makes Me
My Love |
Dance.
Sing.
Shopping.
Gossip.
Foosball.
Hip Hop.
R&B.
Rock.
Comedy.
Chick flicks.
Romance.
My Hate |
Horror.
Metrosexuals.
Violence.
Being framed.
Being weak.
Being lazy.
Being messy.
My Fear |
Birds.
To Love.
To Trust.
I've always wanted to be completely honest in whatever I blog about.
But most of the time I can't because people are way too judgemental.
Well, I think it's time I care less about what people think...
and care a little more about what I think.
The name is Simone and I'm currently 22 going 23.
I'm quite an outcast sometimes but that's okay.
I'd like to think that I think differently from others.
I do not succumb to peer pressure very well.
Most of the time, I will not like what others do.
Kind of a hypocrite sometimes because I'm a judgemental person myself.
But isn't that how we all are?
